this is not a song about you
this is not a song unfair
I see things differently in the future
I didn't fall into despair

In the desperation, I didn't fall into despair

I lit a cigarette and I'm watching you
nothing is revealed
behind that smile hides a fear
someone forget? history was sealed

I traveled to distant lands, and you were always there
in the desperation, I didn't fall into despair
but whenever I try to think of me
his name is stronger and unfair

the implication, we may never repair
in the desperation, I didn't fall into despair